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October 31, 2004

Insecurity

Its been a tough decision for one to agree or disagree with something. Do you agree on that? =)

Thank you for the responses from my Loner Interests post. Its not the matter of being alone physically or mentally. The important thing and what is playing around is actually insecurity. Feeling insecure could be terrible. It contributes to lots of problem from as simple as feeling lonely to the disastrous suicidal and all the phobia comes in.

Recently the feeling of insecurity comes off and on. Nothing could really distracts. The focus is just too strong to be diverted. Lots of old charms returned and it just might cut off someone's limit. The sorrow started to gloom ahead of the bright light. The intention of good is always there which compared to bad nil. Monsters with multiple colours came playing around especially the green one, appears cause of the same old reason of the passion for. However, it always hope for the best and very best but mustn't be directed back. It is always better to grasp a shining metallic spoon than a rotten wooden.

Anyhow, anyway, anywhere.. the stem will still grow with or without the source in oasis or desert.

Posted by crooked at 01:23 AM | Comments (4)

October 30, 2004

Expanding

There is this intention of purchasing a new domain and webspace in my mind.. as well as William's. Initially i intended to get it for my own personal blog and host an external college forum. However.. come to think of it, due to financial constraints, the webspace i could get is limited.. thus i have this strong intention to get the webspace for the forum and a public blog. I need technical support of getting this thingy done. Furthermore.. i need some good suggestion of domain names.. for general use purposes.. no individual names like crookedbank.com or such.. cause its use for public. I have come to the thoughts of having www.aseicueas.com (as-ei-cue-as) or u pronouce it as S-A-Q-S (School of Architecture and Quantity Surveying)

Well, this name is kinda college based.. but anymore suggestions? I would be glad to accept and consider any. Thank You!

Posted by crooked at 12:44 AM | Comments (4)

October 28, 2004

Loner Interests?

How fun is being alone? What is lonely? Is lonely some kind of sickness or a plague shadowing somoene? or is it just individualism and isolationism playing around? You tell me...

Posted by crooked at 10:55 PM | Comments (13)

October 26, 2004

Civilization

What is actually civilization?

Its been long an issue to discuss or debated on our society. From bucket system in China to how drivers in the city spitting on the road and littering. I still remembered when i used to use public phones or taking public buses, chewing gums are under the seats and stuck behing the phone. Eeewww.. what kind of civilization is this? do you think its because of the bringing up of the society or the education system?

Posted by crooked at 10:20 PM | Comments (7)

October 25, 2004

Top Commentors

Its been a while i have realized the readers are getting lazier to post comments. =P anyhow, heres the top Commentors since March 2004

1 William Fong
2 Adrian Yong
3 Manda Tan
4 Jet, Tim Nam
6 CwS
7 Livee

I would gladly thank william for his useful comments and advices which tops the chart with 49 comments in total and come close with Adrian's 41. Not in the chart but not forgotten, Kyle, Joni, ah JIE, Alice, Chia Ailin, Aileen, Chern, Nadia and Matty and not to forget Yi Kai..with all of them with minimum 2 posts. Special Credit to Dave... and..Thank you for your support to make this place alive and the rest, im looking forward to seeing more comments and advices and ideas posted. Thank You again.

I would to take this opportunity to wish my sis, Manda, Happy 18th Birthday. Im here to wish her get well soon, be in the pink of health always and be as cheerful as possible. Live the life to the fullest!!

Posted by crooked at 10:06 PM | Comments (20)

October 22, 2004

Amazing Engineering

It has been a busy month.. its normal to see people busy in this time of the year but in addition me myself, is extremely pressurized with assignments and for the first time, i have 4 final exams coming up.. very soon. Oh well, that resulted to the temporarily abandonship of this blog. Just today, something came across me again, received a forwarded email from a friend that caught my attention again. Yes, its the amazing architecture and engineering again.

Connected from Copenhagen, Denmark and Malmo, Sweden across the Oresund Straight, the link worth $3.7 billion. It took over the ferry service which travellers used to spend an hour to cross the straight but now it only takes 20 minutes. The link comprises a two-level bridge which on top is a freeway and below is the railroad. This tunnel is the largest, in terms of volume. It uses a special hydraulic formwork to cast the waterproof concrete walls.

The construction started in 1996 and completed in 1999. Scandinavian travellers are not anymore restricted to travel across the Baltic Sea by either ferry or plane, which both are time consuming or costly. Now they have a third alternative to use Oresund Bridge. It is linked from the south of Copenhagen to the west of Malmo which u can see it here.

For further reading, feel free to visit CNN and Scandinavian Online

Posted by crooked at 07:44 PM | Comments (14)

October 13, 2004

Growing the Dead Stalk

Oh well.. this is the month and time of the deciding moments.. being in final semester and weirdly fast, its like feeling the time has been increased its speed and taking over more and more time away from us... workload is increasing.. the amount of stress is hiking.. the thoughts are getting more confusing.. but the chances and time are getting lesser...

The emotions and inner strength is getting weaker.. could just someone call the help from nature??

To take a break-away.. this is the photo of the moment.. taken during sunset in Pulau Sibu.

Models : Guess who...

Name the caption..

Posted by crooked at 05:14 PM | Comments (10)

October 11, 2004

Fragmented Fragrant Flower Flyer

It just came to my thoughts .. which is very and absolutely no answer to this issue.. erm. no. not about my weight or how huge is the universe.. but.. what we use and experience everyday..

What is Love?

Some might say ...

The experience we have, had and going to have will never end with a specific answer.. its just depends on how we see it to fulfill our need and desire. Tell me How You think About it..

Posted by crooked at 05:23 PM | Comments (1)

October 03, 2004

From Twin Dreams

Back from a trip to Pulau Sibu Mersing, Johor on an activity week trip organized by one of our lecturers Mr Lim JY. Single handedly.. he lead 89 students and organized the whole trip successfully. The main aim is actually a surveying trip for the subject, site surveying however it is opened to others as well. I, being the only Sem 6 who didnt take that subject went there.

The resort is kinda unique as it occupies literally the whole island with two beaches, back and front of the resort. The beaches are rather short and rocky but the fun is still there. Its windy and the breeze beats nothing to mechanical ventilation.

Being the only Sem 6 of my class, its rather quiet for myself to stroll around myself... i was often invited to join a few games of the rest.. however i could just feel the gap in between.. Nothing more.. but i would just like to thank Livee, Nadia and Chern for keeping me company most of the time. Without them, i might be sleeping in the room or strolling by the beach alone. I do tried to join them, but sometimes, if u tend to join in someone's group.. it seems like i would tend to destroy the fun between themselves.. thus sometimes i rather be alone.. than making their vacation turn bad.

I still remember the moon yesterday night was just fantastic. Round, bright, yellowish.. . sigh.. as usual. how i wish someone could share that moment with me... at that moment.. i thought of my friends those who went to redang and langkawi with me and we did the stars gazing and moon shining bright down the white sandy beaches... That very moment.. my mind and soul was floating away.. and not in Pulau Sibu anymore...

I am still thinking .. did i really enjoyed this trip to Pulau Sibu?

Posted by crooked at 08:26 PM | Comments (13)